Stress

What comes into your mind as you saw the word ''stress''... 

For me nothing.. why, simply just because i dont know.. =)

So happy this week that my family members came all the way to kampar visiting me and bring me for a vacation. Even though final exam is coming soon but i still enjoy the trip with them because they are those who love me with their deepest heart.

We went ipoh for some delicious food such as ''Lou Wong Chicken Rice''. Next day we went tambun Lost World, is like a zoo combine with a water theme park. I enjoy the hot spring there so much but i knew it was so dirty. XD ''when u saw someone sitting there not moving but looking around'' hehe u know u should run away from that pool.

My tears not running out yet, i dont know when will my tear's tank become empty and i will cry without tears.

Must be very cool that time... seriously it hurts me so much..

Sorrow

Don't know why the very first moment i enter december my heart feels so down, perhaps i still haven't let it go yet. Pondering while watching outside the window, a sunny day but inside my heart always rains.. why..
Wondering when i will start my life once again, maybe i scare to step forward anymore..

No mood to continue anymore, no one will understand because i dont as well...

Think

It's rainy and muggy and just gross outside the train
I went back to my hometown(seremban), malaca, muar then back to my second home again..
Home sweet home, totally agree that nothing is sweeter than that warm comfortable place.


Having math test today evening as well as chemi tomorrow
then why am i still here writing blog, i don't know
perhaps i gave up or i am ready (no idea)
I am still thinking


the purpose i live in this world
why GOD create me
who am i actually
what i should do with my life
where should i continue my life
whom i can trust and not


I will keep on thinking even thought the time never stop for me because the time i stop thinking is the time i ended my life.

First Blog

Haha basically i don't know what to write. I started to write a blog because i was too bored
but i guess my life gets worse after blogging? Am i right? i doubt.. so why dont give a try
Hi, *warm hug* to you all who see my blog. thanks
I enjoy my best bbq yesterday 16/11/10 with all my best friends and wonderful people i met in my campus
even though it rains but our bbq spirit never went down! It keeps burning until so strong that our spirits stop the rain >.<

Busy n hasty life of tertiary education at UTAR~
meaning I can't write too much because reports need to be done and test is around the corner
I love my live, and i will forever