Change

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Basically everyone changes every seconds every minutes every hours everyday....
Why it does not change, you are still there inside me... i wonder as time passes will i forget you...
I need to forget you, to move forward... to improve my everything...
Why.. I do not change for quite a long time.. it just keep hurting me..
No one is there for me anymore.. maybe i did change... i change to miss you more... regret more to let you go..
I realized that the difference with and without you.. Haiz.. this is human nature i guess...

Why..

Am I really that useless

I messed up everything in my life recently, i don't know how to carry on this life.
I guess if that day you never say that sentence, i wont be here anymore. there is no aim, no hope, no target in my life anymore. I thought time can cures everything, in fact nothing change.
I am not talented, that the reason she left me. I dont understand why this happen to me, but it already happened. So, just let it be...
Everytime i tell myself  i will change my life better my life gets worse. I know i never try to make it better.
Thats fair enough for me.. I start my life with tears everyday since she left, wondering and waiting my tears to be dry.. I guess the girl i love has gone and changed.. therefore, she will only appears in my heart. I will try my best to keep you safe inside. I promise...